What We Don't Own, Owns Us

The UNBLOCKED™ Shadow Tool is a 10-day workshop that is centered on integrating our shadow-self in order to find our way back to our whole, authentic, magnetic projection. In this workshop, you’ll learn all about discovering and integrating new practices as a way to enhance your magnetism and manifestation process.

Each day will give you the tools to help you access your subconscious in order to detect all aspects of self that have been abandoned due to childhood, societal, media and peer shame. You’ll learn how to integrate these aspects of self into your whole being. You will also receive the compact subconscious reprogramming exercise for daily practice to support your magnetism.

Includes access for 12 weeks. For unlimited access see our Pathway Membership below.


10 Days of Workshop Content

10  Journal Prompts

5 Hypnotic Deep Imaginings

15-60 minutes of content for each workshop day  

Community support in the comment sections on each page


Judges people often

Afraid of being seen

Triggered easily by others and in daily life

Often has a lot of drama coming their way

Can’t seem to get business off the ground

Desires recognition but never seems to get it

Always second best

Undervalued in relationships, partnership, or career


This workshop is all about taking inventory and discovering rejected aspects of yourself. Much of this is accomplished in the conscious state, rather than in subconscious hypnotic reprogramming. Therefore, each day varies in regard to how much time you will dedicate. We suggest revisiting all of the days with each shadow aspect of yourself that you find. The process gets much quicker overtime when it comes to walking through the integration steps.

 At the end of this course, you’ll have a deeper understanding of how to discover and integrate your shadow and how to integrate this practice into your daily life. You’ll also have gained community support and a better understanding of your most authentic, magnetic self. In order to complete this workshop, please have a device with access to WIFI, a pen, paper/journal and the proper time to dedicate to this deep inner work.

Access at anytime that is convenient for you! All you need is your digital device, journal, pen and earphones.



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In April I started Shadow on the plane to a 1-week retreat in Costa Rica. Shortly after I went through How to Manifest for the first time.

At the time I was working a restaurant job and building my business on the side.

August of this year was my first month working full-time in my business and supporting myself, and on September 1st I moved to Costa Rica and have spent nearly 3 months here.

Next week I fly to New York for Thanksgiving with family, and I’m still deciding where I’ll move next.

I’m location independent and my business has been profitable every month since starting. So grateful for this work and my other practices too. Thank you Lacy.
Hi Lacy, thank you for such a great workshop. I’ve moved towards a greater sense of myself and recognized the root of my thought patterns in only one week of taking your course (I was seeing a life coach for two years and never found this type of clarity). I found “friending” my shadows one of the biggest ways to relieve anxiousness and feel more whole and confident in myself. I also realized all of the ways I’ve been tested the past year in relationships, which is one specific pattern of dating unavailable men. After having an ex boyfriend come back more than three times and continuing to try, I’ve finally moved forward and am waiting for someone who matches my self worth. Anyway, thank you again! xo

Looking back at my lists, I can’t believe how much I’ve manifested! They were all small, material goods but so meaningful nonetheless. Something that has never been on my lists but has been the most rewarding and transformative manifestation is becoming HAPPY. The kind of happy that is stable and real. I laugh when I look at my lists now. Because while all these lovely elements I’ve manifested have strengthened my trust muscle, nothing compares to feeling safe, held, and happy no matter the circumstance. For a person who has struggled with sever depression all my life, this is the best possible outcome I never knew I needed! It came after an 8 month period of darkness, but now I welcome each day with joy no matter what. Thank you Lacy!

I’m on a roll! I’ve been working through Opulence and Shadow and I’m manifesting with a quickness - like everything showing up within hours. Last night, I journaled that I’m calling in a purple labradorite (something I feel I need ot be wearing on a regular basis for some reason) and one popped up in my IG feed less than 24 hours later! 🙌🏼

Okay so I’m posting this publicly as a cathartic exercise for myself and it’s incredibly scary right now but blaaahh here we go. After working through reparent and shadow so much clarity has come highlighting my desperate need for approval and believing that my authenticity is NOT worthy of approval - and that I would need to be the SAME as everyone else in order to be approved of (I saw this through parental modelling - witnessing my caregivers have serious social anxieties and thoughts of not being good enough - which definitely rubbed off on me). One of the biggest “shadows” has been body image related and over the years that has spun out of control and led me to isolate myself from people (friends and partners and family) and to totally NOT LISTEN to my body- it all happened little by little - so sneakily that I didn’t really notice. I have had a few health scares that have shook me - but I am only TRULY learning to accept myself since doing this work. Like I mean TRULY - and I know I have a long way to go - and part of me has been so stubborn and wanting to cure some of my health problems on my own - for fear of being WEAK or for the outside world to see how OUT OF CONTROL I can be (these are my shadow words) - but really I am starting to see that there is a bit of strength and courage in actually asking for help from someone else - and realising that maybe I have been WRONG (another shadow haha) in my previous decisions. I think there is so much power in honouring your appetite for life - and taking control of satisfying your needs. This might be all mumble jumble but I do feel a little bit lighter and clearer expressing it all. I’m wishing everyone else the clarity they need!! lots of love! xxxx

Lacy, I just wanted to reach out and tell you that working with your opulence and shadow bundles have changed the game for me. I’m living a more vibrant, energetically charged life. The things I am calling in to live in alignment with my true self are appearing without the painful, bone grinding process that it normally takes. I am grateful for you and your work! Thank you!

• Manifestation Story •

I’ve been in this group now for a while and have been sitting on sharing this story for a bit because in many ways, I am the type of person not to share what I have yet to feel comfortable about, but I can safely say, I manifested just what I had been looking for.

• HOME •

I had been living in Downtown Los Angeles for 2 years paying $1350 in rent, that I couldn’t afford and in an environment that I had to pick up after others if I ever wanted the place to look decent. I put an absurd amount of time into trying to find ways to redecorate, finance decor and furniture, till finally I had racked up some decent credit card debt and was switching between cards to get groceries for a brief time.

After doing the SHADOW Workshop, I found that I was so okay with living in a uncomfortable situations in which I carried most, if not, all the burden because I believed that I didn’t deserve to have a happy home. In unblocking that belief and expanding myself by repeatedly listening to all of Lacy’s podcast interviews in which she manifest her $300 guesthouse in echo park, I decided to find something similar for myself.

I’m very happy to say I’m sitting cozy in my $500 guesthouse apartment in Silverlake and yes, all the utilities are included. To top it off, it’s walking distance from both my job and my favorite brunch cafe.

Literally can’t thank you enough Lacy for expanding me.


After graduating from college, I decided to get a job in the field I had studied, even though I knew from begrudgingly completing my degree that I didn’t want to go into this field. So much of that industry was and is filled with environments that require so much physically and after getting adrenal fatigue in college, I knew I couldn’t keep up with.

In getting my first job, I had every single thing that I thought could go wrong went wrong. My boss spoke down to me as if I was her arrogant daughter, often told me “what my problems were” and that I need to pick up the pace. My other coworkers and departments that intersected were often looking over one another shoulders, gossiping or pointing out any flaws in behaviors or things that could be perceived as slacking off.

After the SHADOW Workshop, I found that I believed that I had to prove I deserved anything at all by being as perfect as possible. Not surprising that I felt unwanted in my workplace.

After unblocking that belief I confronted my boss about the way she had been speaking to me, I found that she really did want to see me do well and apparently just only was taught how to reprimand and put down someone, so she used her only method that she’d learned from her parents on me. Although she apologized, not much changed.

Between the money I was spending to commute, the money I was spending on doctors and supplements from my fried adrenals, I had enough.
I quit on the spot, no notice, and let them know they had areas in their community to grow.

Two weeks later (after a couple VERY OBVIOUS tests) I manifested a laid back job that pays me the exact same amount as my previous job did, with flexible hours, and considerate, friendly, encouraging, funny coworkers who don’t make work feel like work. I can walk to my job and have been able to save some extra money to pay down my credit cards. The best part is my adrenals have been loving my new schedule and I haven’t felt this healthy in a while.

So seriously, thanks Lacy for the work you do, thanks for sharing your stories with all of us, it has been so expansive for me, and I’m sure so many others as well.

I have done many of Lacy’s tools including Opulence, Reparent, No, Shadow, and am now doing How to Manifest Workshop because I want to do daily reprograming to reinforce the work I have already done. (I have a great partner or I would have done partnership too.)

I can’t tell you how much these tools have helped me. I have manifested things as small as a pair of ridiculously inexpensive brand new salsa shoes and as large as having just recently manifested the perfect mid century modern home by a very specific AZ architect AND within our budget to buy. (We closed last week.)
— unblocker shadow, inner child, money, no & formula

Whew! What a relief to reach this journaling project. A heavy experience the Shadow work has been, heavy but immensely rewarding. Thank you, Lacy Phillips! I speak for many when I say YOU are an expander, someone who has shown us that our dreams and desires are possible. Thank you for the work you are doing!

One of the most powerful things for me that has happened after doing the Shadow workshop specifically is that I no longer wake up in the middle of the night with the sinking feeling that I have done something wrong. That relief is priceless.♥️

I’ve done two rounds of shadow now and the clarity DI twice and I haven’t had a set clear image of what I saw my authentic self doing apart from I knew it had something with direction and film (my long lasting passion). And I just had a dream where I went back to when I was 14 and I did a film course and one day I did the camera work and when we looked back at the shots the teacher said “Wow! These shots are amazing!”. This actually happens but I had forgot, overlooked, not believed in this. Laying in bed thinking about this time, suddenly memories and thoughts and ideas come flooding in. I’ve been thinking for so long that What is MY thing? Something that doesn’t feel like work, that gives me so much energy doing (hello Generator over here!). I be always just thought that directing and writing would be my thing but somehow deep down I knew this was my 100% (at least for this part of my life). So I’ve finally realized my strengths are with cinematography and photography. So if you’ve had a hard time with pinpointing something you want to do, it will come I promise! Even in a dream, something I never thought would happen.

I’ve been working on Unblocked Shadow Day 4 (giving myself the talk in the Mirror) and it was so heavy and cathartic and tears just flooded my face. While these experiences are draining, learning how to shine light on my shadows has been super healing.

2018 has brought a fair share of challenges for my thus far. But happening upon the F&N workshops and community has been life changing. Today I feel the need to share, as it’s something that’s helped me so much. Identifying our shadow self is not a new concept, but one that brilliant minds like Carl Jung famously taught, and modern philosophers like Jordan Peterson speak on regularly as well. Lacy Phillips’ workshops are the most pared-down simple practices to help identify our Shadow and subconscious identities so they can be acknowledged, healed, and you can truly be your most authentic and powerful self. Meditating and journaling with her workshops has been life changing for me. If you’re needing help or guidance in life this is a great place to start. Grateful for it.

There is no doubt that what you wish to call in is out there waiting for you once you know what you are truly worth. Today I passed my first big test. I’m a massage therapist, and I decided recently that I needed to leave my toxic work environment. I applied to two jobs online and got both interviews within the day. I ended up turning down the first job that was comfortable and familiar and with a good company that did everything they could to get me on board. But, the pay was not enough and I knew I was worth more. The second job checked all of my boxes and aligns with my philosophies with regard to heath and wellness...essentially my dream job. I had a good feeling that they would be able to pay me more, but I was shocked to learn I would be making DOUBLE my current pay, at a rate that is almost unheard of as massage employee in my area. I accepted the job today and am just feeling so inspired to share! I’m worth it. You’re worth it! xo
— Unblocker shadow & inner child

 I found Lacy from the Almost 30 Podcast this week and immediately signed up for Daily Reprograming and Shadow. I’m on day 3 of Shadow and just did my first session of Daily Reprograming and Wow Just wow. Going in and really seeing who my magnetic self is. No Words. I am also happy to say that I’ve landed 3 new clients this week with the most ease I’ve ever had!
— Unblocker shadow & dre

’m currently doing my 2nd, 4th step in a 12th step program and thought I’d pair it with the Shadow workshop as both exercises are about recognizing and integrating your shadow, I wanted to go deeper. So wanted to share some pretty amazing things. Feeling extremely magnetic and have been manifesting at high speed rate. I’ve manifested things in my life before but never this aware, and un afraid.
I recently went to LA to perform for my friends birthday. This was a gift for him and unpaid. I asked the Universe on my to LA ; I would really like / need another gig for at least 5k. I didn’t know in what way it would manifest but knew it was possible. A few days later my agent calls and says do you want to perform in ATL for ... 5k!!
I thanked God / Universe for the opportunity and thought I need to be more specific. me: “ hey Universe I really want to focus on studio time / and writing my album instead of performing. I would like income from anything else besides performing. Preferably licensing / publishing.” I let it be. A week later a job I thought I didn’t get came through and Revlon is licensing my song for a commercial! Just to name a few cool things.
The more I integrate the shadow the more I feel this weight lifted off my shoulders. I feel lighter! And less afraid of saying YES and saying NO! My career hasn’t been this fruitful in months! I’m pumped to finish and start the FORMULA!
— unblocker shadow & how to manifest

I started calling in a new job after realizing how low my self worth had become in my current position. It took every bit of free time, over exerted me to the point of exhaustion, and also made me doubt my ability./worthiness to say NO when things became too much.

I did F&M, went through Shadow, and made my list- more free time, more money, an easier commute, and most importantly- a company that valued the wellness of it employees over its bottom line.

Happy to say I attended orientation today for a company that PRIDES itself on the betterment of its employees in their personal journeys, even offering wellness workshops and meals. Every other point on my list is my life now, and I’m SO grateful for the work you’ve provided and the encouragement you give to all who need it. Thank you for helping me manifest my life back, Lacy!
— unblocker shadow & how to manifest

Since completing Shadow I have been working on manifesting a new job.

Throughout this process I was offered two jobs (TESTS): one was $4000 less than my salary expectation and one had a long commute. In the past I would have taken one of them and just said it is what it is, but this time I told the universe I’m not settling!

And I just wanted to share that today, I manifested my dream job!!! 😁 Not only does it have EVERYTHING on my list but they’re offering me an extra $200/month for transportation, they’re waving the 3 month period and giving me full benefits right away, and it’s $600 a month more than I was hoping for.

Don’t give up. Keep doing the work. Trust that the universe is working to bring you everything you desire!

PS - Thank you Lacy!! ♥️♥️♥️

Hi Lacy! I worked through the shadow and manifestation workshops and wanted to say thank you thank you thank you for making this resource so accessible!!! I immediately started to see my crazy manifestations come into fruition as I began to unblock and step into my power. I can’t even begin to cover how radically you’ve enhanced my life! Thanks for your work and the way you model an evolving authenticity!

Hi beautiful manifestors!

Just posting on here to give a little hope for those that feel like they haven’t manifested anything. I started doing Shadow and putting in the work and after about two weeks, lots of beautiful manifestations are starting to show up! I received a beautifully empowering compliment at work. The study coordinator said that my work is “ideal” which was a huge compliment for me because I’m trying to unblock my shadow and my biggest issues/triggers words are surrounding feeling inadequate, stupid, and not good enough. This really gave me a huge confidence boost!
Second, I manifested being a guest writer on my favorite food blog. This was a huge dream of mine but I never felt good enough or worthy enough to put myself out there and give it a go! On top of publishing an article I wrote, they are going to send me a box of FREE bars (kinda like larabars for all my hard work). On top of THAT, I won at $50 Amazon Gift Card at work today and my boss gave me an expensive pair of pants because they didn’t fit her. She left them sitting on my desk! All of these things I wanted to buy for myself but never felt worthy enough to spend money on myself. Now I finally feel deserving and capable of receiving. After reading Lacy’s post: about feeling like you deserve something and truly believing it, so many things have started to come through. To all these exciting things, my family member replied “Well..someone VERY DESERVING has been blessed with a great day!!..well deserved megs..congratulations…”❤❤❤

The word deserving was a beautiful choice cause that’s exactly what I feel like. I AM deserving and unblocking my shadow which has made me feel undeserving and small for most of my life. Thank you Lacy and all you beautiful manifestors for inspiring me, commenting on others posts, and upholding such a vibrant, positive community on here. Light and love <3

Hi F+N community, I usually don’t write but I am working on my shadows and one of my actionable steps this month is to be seen/to express mys
elf. So here I am.
I am doing all the F+N workshops since a month and emotionally it is pretty intense. I am completely upside down but I keep going everyday. I am uncovering, uncovering, and uncovering more...
On my manifestation list, there is ‘learning pottery’. I don’t know why, I never tried before but I know I have to learn. I just know it is something I have to do.
I live in India in a community (exactly in Auroville). We are around 2500 people from 52 different countries. Just to say in our forest, there isn’t pottery classes at every street corner. But we have few pottery workshops. I’ve contacted all of them. They all said they aren’t giving classes. Except one who charges a huge crazy amount every month and requests a 6 months commitment and the class is 5 days a week from 6am to 12:30pm. I am thinking of this option since days. I work full time as a freelance so my daily schedule is quite flexible. I was almost ready to say yes because there is nothing else but it isn’t exactly what I want. Almost what I want but not 100%! So yesterday I said no. I’ve decided to trust my magnetism.
Bingo!!! This morning I’ve manifested the perfect class. 100% match! It is coming from nowhere but it is here right in front of me.
It is only a pottery class but for me this small thing is reinforcing my trust muscle. Many more manifestations are on the way ;))))
— UNBLOCKEr Shadow

Manifestation Update! ✨ When Lacy posted about “Manifesting too much, too quickly” I really didn’t resonate with it. I had been doing Shadow (2x) and looking back where I was, I was in a transitional stage. I had nothing and no clear idea how I was going to end up (which do we ever know???). I had literally no money, luckily for me, my mum came out to visit for three weeks (in NZ traveling) and suddenly things I had written on my list fell into place all in the space of a day! But it was a few days before my mum flew back and I was feeling lost, worried, stressed and having her comforted me and I wanted nothing more than to go home to the U.K. I re-read the post on Manifesting too much too quickly (thanks to someone on here!) and it hit me. I was feeling so homesick, uncomfortable - although finally I had everything I wanted. A town (literally like Starshollow from Gilmore Girls 🙈), a day job, and a place to stay (which is so hard in this area!!). But I didn’t want it, I wanted to go home. What I’ve realised is that I was wanting to stay small and keep myself ‘safe’. So it’s my first week, my mums left, and although I miss her, I’m pushing through it for the sake of growth and to see how much more I grow. Manifesting isn’t always easy and amazing, it can be very hard, uncomfortable and stressful! That’s the biggest lesson I have learnt and I wanted to let more people know in case you may experience this ✨ your things will come with the work you put in, but you must be ready and sometimes you will have to TRUST the universe and leave that old shell to find a bigger better one.

✨ A miracle has happened! ✨ My husband and I are both freelancer musicians in NY. Unfortunately, my husband has been treated in an incredible hospital that no longer accepted his health insurance (we get our health insurance from the NY state of health, as we don’t have a corporate job). He had to start looking for other hospitals in the middle of his treatment. Which is awful. I have put on my list a very clear intention that the hospital where he’s been treated with his Doctors, will accept the insurance we can buy through the market place. This is almost an absurd intention. But (!) after all the work I’ve done in Shadow, it didn’t feel absurd at all. I deeply felt that we deserve this, that we deserve health, that I want more health in mu life. I could see how with all my shadows I wasn’t attracting health.

I woke up this morning, called the hospital (I had a feeling), and they ADDED his health insurance plan last week. I had to pinch myself to believe this is true.
— unblocker shadow

I finished Unblocked earlier this year and just manifested something on my list very dear to me. I worked before as a model and loved it, but after struggling with binge eating and gaining 50 lbs I walked away from my pursuits out of insecurity. Last week I decided I was actually ready to model again as I am today, because who cares? The next day I saw a casting for 4 models, 1 my size for a recognizable brand shooting their 2018 swimwear guide. I submitted and they chose me. Not only that... I got to negotiate my pay rate. And I asked for what I wanted and got it.
— unblocker shadow

Thank you so much Lacy for creating everything you have - since October I’ve done Reparenting, Shadow, The Formula, and now Opulence. In March I edited my ideal partner list after a series of tests highlighted exactly what I wasn’t going to accept anymore. 2 hours later my best friend texted me to say she’d met someone at a party the previous evening and thought he would be great for me. We met and hit if off.. he’s EVERYTHING on my list (plus he had a list too and I’m everything on it!!)

We’ve been together ever since...I never thought this would be possible before I found your work. I’m undoing so many layers and connecting all the dots, it’s such a fascinating process and you deliver it in such a warm and eloquent way. I’ve learnt so much about myself and having the support for the community is a huge help
— unblocker shadow

I just want to share how much these exercises are helping me. I’ve been through therapy, read all the self-help books, and I feel like I’ve understood more about myself during these 30 minute exercises than from any other source.

During this exercise, I saw the reasons I’ve felt unwanted, why I try to minimize myself to become invisible, why I try to minimize myself to become invisible, why I try to soothe myself with food or alcohol. But for the majority of the DI, I couldn’t figure out what I needed to do to stop or fix these feelings. I don’t know why I’ve never been able to understand the idea that the self-worth, feeling wanted and whole, is something would come from within — it’s already in my and there’s nothing I need to do externally to fix that.

Thank you for such a great resource, Lacy! And good luck to everyone else going through this!
— unblocker shadow

I just wanted to share a recent manifestation story with you all in case it’s expanding for anyone. I’m young (21) and recently moved back in with family in Colorado from Phoenix after breaking up with my live-in boyfriend there. It was the most in my worth decision I have ever made, even though it was seriously emotionally stressful for awhile there! Anyway, since moving back home I’ve been doing a ton of work on myself through Lacy’s workshops and decided a few weeks ago that I wanted to move to a specific town in Colorado and wanted to manifest the perfect roommate. I wrote a list of who this person would be and went on with life. So fast forward and I randomly decide to get online and see if anyone was looking for a roommate in this town and instantly found a girl who is everything on my list!!! Down to a T! Same age as me, in college, etc. so I reached out to her. I didn’t hear back right away but figured right time, right place. Then I went and did another DI in the workshop and when I came out of it had a text from her! It’s been a crazy cosmic journey. We’re now looking for a place and I’m working on a list for that now too! I told the universe I wasn’t fucking around anymore in terms of being worthy of having what I want and it’s been rewarding me ten fold. Thank you so much Lacy! This shit WORKS. Not to mention how great you feel when you’re living everyday in your worth!

Hi Lacy! I stumbled across your work listening to That’s So Retrograde. I’ve always been into the self help work and spiritual-ish, and decided to give your work a go. I purchased Reparent and Shadow as you had suggested, and am doing them at the same time. After so many years of working tirelessly to improve myself, this is finally the work I’ve been looking for. It’s so helpful, in a way that actually helps you to see yourself. I didn’t feel like I could ever actually see myself before.

And although there is more to go, I can tell it’s working because I am being constantly tested now lol. So thank you!!!
— unblocker shadow

Lacy, thank you for showing me how to connect with my spiritual body, hear my authentic voice, raise my self-worth, act with confidence, and manifest my desires. I feel more like myself than I ever have before. I am grateful!

I am doing Shadow and I manifested a job proposition related to my hobby, the thing that I worked for so long to manifest. I received an invitation related to Kundalini yoga and different types of customers. I am so grateful as this perfect for my Projector Human Design (emotional).

I feel so inspired by Lacy, her work, and as she says, I am keeping with the internal work, as I see that it works. So grateful to be part of this uplifting group

Truly insane how much more free I feel after some awesome reparenting. So many manifestations flooding my way! Started the shadow work yesterday... cried it much truth and clarity and freedom. So excited to continue to learn grow and unblock! Just thought I’d share for anyone feeling unsure- keep it up!

On day 3 of shadow and I manifested a conversation with my mother about my entire childhood, every single thing was on the table, my wounds, hers.. 2 hours. I feel so much lighter and I know that was the universe opening up a space to facilitate healing. So much gratitude for this work
— unblocker shadow

Hi Lacy,
This exercise really resonated with me. It hit me HARD. It was the first time I’ve cried from an exercise. My word just shot out at me instantly, VANITY. I’ve been struggling with my skin/acne for over a year now and has immensely affected my self-esteem and overall confidence. When I look in the mirror all I see is my flaws, obsess over them, throw hate at myself and will determine my overall mood for the day. When I pictured myself older self-comforting my younger self/ me now, I am an enormous about my LOVE for myself, I give my younger self the biggest hug, wiped away my tears and touched my face and said, “don’t be ashamed of yourself, you are SO BEAUTIFUL, no one is perfect, except your flaws and OWN them.” I started bawling like a baby. It felt so good and I feel like a weight (the constant strive for perfection and constantly thinking what other people think of me) has lifted off my shoulders and I feel reassured and comfortable in knowing that everything is going to be okay. Thank you.

I wanted to write you to thank you for the unblocked workshops – I am doing the Reparenting for the third time, have done shadow once, partnership once, and opulence three times. Since starting this work in December my life has drastically changed – an unhealthy relationship, job and apartment situation were cleared out of my life!

I’ve manifested a great apartment that is in my price range, ideal location, great layout, and the office staff has been BEYOND accommodating with me. So much so that it’s actually unbelievable. I don’t know of another apartment complex that would work so diligently to get a tenant in a unit with crappy credit, no rental history, etc..Simply amazing. The lease is signed, but the finances are still blocked.

The finances, as well as other areas, are blocked because I had no idea the depth of how much I believe I’m not worth it. In doing mirror work everything I spoke out all went to believe I’m not worth it. From being able to buy furniture to feel safe in a new city/new place by myself, and everything in between. All of it boiled down to not feeling like I’m worth it.

Who knew there was so much junk and poisonous beliefs residing within me?? My goodness! No wonder I’ve drawn the crap to me that I have!
The work continues! I’m off to stand in front of the mirror and repeat over and over again until I’m cracking up laughing that I’m not safe because I’m not worth it.

Stay encouraged all of you beautiful souls! Keep doing the work and keep showing up for yourself. We are all worth it!
— UNBLOCKER Shadow, Inner Child & Money