A Sacred Space, An Assistant, & A Deeper Understanding of Tests
Name: Hanan Alshehri
Where do you reside?: I currently live in Izmir, Turkey.
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: My mom is native Hawaiian. My father is from Saudi Arabia. I was born and raised in Saudi, the city of Jeddah, by both my parents. I was born into the religion of Islam. However, I realized at the age of 26 I didn't resonate with religions. I feel I had a very mixed/interesting up-bringing. Being influenced by two very different backgrounds, it has its highs & lows.
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?:
1- A spacious home to rent where I have my own personal space, which I call "my sacred space." I created a Pinterest board called "choosing my mom with intention" . It has images of homes that inspire me, like a home with a blue door, green tile bathroom, and blue window box. ( LITERALLY MANIFESTED THE EXACT HOME ON MY BOARD TO A TEE)
2- An assistant that I can rely on and fully trust.
3- A specific art piece.
4- A solution to my phone bill that came to 2560$.
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?:
-How to Manifest.
-Get clarity
-Authentic code.
-Unblocked Inner Child
-Unblocked Shadow.
-The daily practice.
-Unblocked Full Moon.
What expanders did you find?:
Nouf Hakeem is a friend/ extraordinary entrepreneur.
Nada Hakeem is a friend/ business owner.
Rachel brathen from the instagram account Yoga girl.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?:
-Saying no to many homes that logically made sense and within our budget but did not feel expansive.
-Over 100 women submitted for the assistant role. I didn't make a quick decision; I allowed myself to take my time and give it the energy & time of searching through them, not settling for a quick fix and not giving in to the feeling of being overwhelmed by going through all the submissions. I took breaks as needed and only did it when I felt I had the space to.
-Not paying my phone bill immediately, "which I would have done in the past" of course, the phone company barred my phone, so I couldn't make any outgoing calls. I was extremely triggered by two things.
-My phone being barred triggered old teenage wounds when my parents would ground me and take my phone away. It made me feel alone and helpless.
-When I was 23 years old, 4000$ of my own money the I worked for got stolen when I was at a boys house, and I couldn't tell anyone because if I did, the fault would be on me, the reason is in the Arab culture girls don't go to boys homes even though we all do we just keep it on the down-low. So when I went over to my guy friend's home and the money got stolen I couldn't even tell my parents. I had saved that money to travel with one of my friends but I couldn't anymore because the money was gone. I just sucked it up, and the phone bill situation stirred that up. I felt like my phone was being stolen, and I couldn't do anything about it. I did the trigger DI twice and reprogrammed it twice. It was extremely helpful.
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: Yes, I did. It felt like the home would never come. No matter how much we searched, we couldn't find anything that we truly liked, and at one point, it felt like we would have to settle. But I kept reminding myself to hold on that this is specifically what is the magic dark. I shared with my friends to remind me and keep me in check. It was agonizing.
How did your manifestation come through?: I shared a bit on the video attached.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: 5 months
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: Once a week, sometimes once every two weeks.
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: I like the idea of having what I call a tool kit. I remind myself that I have tools and resources to support me always no matter what is going on. It makes me feel less helpless and helps me stay accountable.
I practice my rituals every day, for example, breathing, anchoring into my body, grounding myself by walking in the garden, doing some sort of movement, and practicing one of the DI's right after my workout or yoga. I tell myself, "Hanan, no matter how frustrated, annoyed or restless you think you are, this work is important. It's going to take a max of 20 minutes. You surely have 20 minutes to help you unblock what you want to manifest, don't you" The answer is always Yes.
If you'd like, please include your IG handle:: @hananalsheheri
WORKSHOPS
How to Manifest / Authentic Code / Shadow / Inner Child / Full Moon
