My Dream Car & Job After A Rock Bottom
Name: Aby Go
Where do you reside?: Manila, Philippines
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: Filipino, born and raised in a traditional and conservative family
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: A job in ecommerce, an Audi A1, a relationship. Still working on that relationship.
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: I did almost all of the workshops but specifically did How to manifest, unblock shadow, rockbottom repeatedly. I had a lot of work to do surrounding "self worth" and "settling." I was ok with being comfortable, I felt shame around the idea of wanting more. I felt like I didn't deserve it.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?: Tests came in the form of relationship opportunities. I was dating guys who were completely not aligned with my authentic code. Every time I'd make a decision to walk away from them, a portal opened in the form of new paying gigs to earn more money and job opportunities. Finally, it was when I walked away from my last almost-relationship that I was able to manifest the Audi A1.
How did your manifestation come through?: My name is Aby. I am from Manila, Philippines. I joined TBM in 2019 with the primary goal of manifesting a partner. I've done all the workshops apart from Unblocked Inner Child. While, I haven't manifested my partner yet, I have manifested a lot of cool things, experiences, and quite recently, a major item on my list which is an Audi A1—a car I have wanted since I was 25 (PS: I'm 35 now)
Prior to the pandemic, I had been living in Spain. Sometime in 2017, before I knew of TBM, I "manifested" a job in a small advertising firm that would pay for my Spanish classes and sponsor my visa. Even though the pay was just, and it had zero growth, I took the role simply for the chance to live a childhood dream. Although I loved living in Spain, I genuinely felt I shrunk to fit that life. At work, I was underutilized. I had an awful coworker who terrorized me, I wasn't allowed to write (but I was a published writer), and I had no career milestones to be proud of. Back home, I had a thriving job in PR where my skills were significantly appreciated. Outside work, I struggled to find my tribe because everyone I knew was either married or in serious relationships. Regarding my dating life, I would meet the same person repeatedly in different forms and just wasn't having a breakthrough. In fact, it was because of one horrible ghosting experience that I stumbled upon a post from Lacy that I discovered TBM.
Then the pandemic happened. One by one, people in the agency I worked for started to lose their jobs. That was when I started doing the work again to start calling in job prospects—preferably in technology PR. But I got laid off even before a new job came in. After learning about rock bottoms in this practice, I took that earthquake as a sign that the universe was trying to realign me with my authentic path. Since starting TBM in 2019, the one answer I had to the question "where in your life have you been settling" always has – ironically - my dream life in Spain. Old me would have used my severance to fight for what was not aligned but having learned everything, I gracefully let go of my life in Spain and moved back home without any job prospects and nothing.
Shortly after arriving in Manila, I manifested a job in an eCommerce company that surprisingly paid even more than my job in Spain. A year later, I bought my Audi A1, which was 1 of the three major items on my list. The car was paid for by the severance pay from my previous job in Madrid and my bonus from the new job.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: A year
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: 3 times a week
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: I had an issue with the DIs because I would fall asleep. I started doing the DIs during my daily walks, which combined two of my favorite things--exercise and "meditation."
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