Releasing Trauma & Envisioning A New Future
Name: Kelly Ross
Where do you reside?: Australia
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: I am Australian. My ancestors are Scottish Irish.
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: No
What was on your manifestation list?: A million little things to cement my trust muscle and understand what I'm doing, including being bought things and seeing a leafy sea dragon.
self-worth and deservingness
A positive relationship to life
New business with bricks and mortar premises in the Main Street where I live
Financial support for our new business
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?:
Blocks:
Money
desire
Future visioning
If you did work with a coach or a few, who did you work with, in what capacity (Q/A service or Session(s)) and how did that contribute to your manifestation process?: The only interaction I have had with the community is listening to the podcasts
How did your manifestation come through?: My sister died 20 years ago. I cared for her as she battled cancer. I was in my early 20s, friends were traveling the world, and I was cleaning vomit and managing medication.
For years I struggled with drug and alcohol pain management, appalling self-esteem & in all honesty ... self-loathing. Most disturbingly, since that loss, I haven't been able to envisage the future. I cannot define the things I want to see in the future. I've always been entrepreneurial and run my own interior design business, but I struggled during the last two years with the rock bottom that covid presented.
I've been dog paddling whilst learning that whilst I love my business, the work I was doing, the clients I was attracting, and the staff I had were out of alignment. Covid gave me the time to understand the type of client I want to attract and the projects I want to work on. I also realized there is more I want to do within our small community and imagined a new business opportunity. I started listening to the TBM podcast. It quickly became the only thing I listened to. I started crafting a list but was still struggling to see into the future. I have not joined the pathway as I wanted to build my trust muscle and have been in fear around money.
I was not taking on new clients whilst I got clear on what I wanted, and money has been tight. I started small ... I bought a coffee, heard from an old friend, and saw a dolphin. Things really shifted when I stopped drinking for two months and joined a soccer team. I discovered an ideal space being leased after a business ceased on our main street and decided to jump off the cliff. I negotiated rent less expensive than the previous tenant, 2.5 months rent free to fit it out and a new bathroom. I am moving my design business to the back and integrating the two businesses in the one premises. The business ideas flourished, and small list items came through on a daily basis.
What comes through now is the major financial business support I listed, and each and every day, I am starting to push through the fog that was the future. I have signed up two new ideal clients, and the future feels exciting. But the real cherry ... My son brought a book into my room that was full of animal photographs and showed me a photo of a leafy sea dragon, the thing I called in to be the sign that I should sign up to the pathway. All this from just listening to the podcast, appealing to the practice, and doing the suggested self-work. Imagine what's possible !!
Thank you TBM, life feels very promising.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: 3 months
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: I walk and listen to the podcasts
If you'd like, please include your IG handle: @kellyrossdesign
