Removing Money Guilt & $5k That Was Waiting For Me
I've been doing this work for a handful of months- I started (as Lacy recommends) with Unblocked Shadow, then slowly and painfully through Unblocked Inner Child and just this month felt called to start Unblocked Money. I put it off as I feel that's so "____" (egotistical, greedy, self-centered, snobby, selfish), and why would I do that? I don't even want money and came to this work for unblocking and freedom, not materials and money. So I was trying to convince myself to start Unblocked No, something that could really help me with my internal landscape and not money, which I don't want, which is now painfully ironic as this was the whole block!
Despite the resistance from my shadow, I felt my intuition was pulling me SO STRONGLY to do this workshop. Eventually, it got loud enough that it seemed everything around me was pressing me to start. I feel really connected to the universe in the language of signs and synchronicities, especially a number (some call angel numbers) that seem to be a strong sign for me "511". So when Lacy and the team announced the expansion of the workshop (5/8), I was jolted to swallow my pride and dive in. Beginning on 5/11 at 5:11… very funny universe.☺️ After a few days into the workshop, I remembered that I had filed for unemployment and haven't heard back.
I felt so hopeless trying to get money there (my claim balance would read $00.00) that I eventually gave up- "Money is evil anyway." I had a breakthrough from these limiting beliefs with Inner Child and Money. Lots of tears were shed as my Magnetic Mom explained to me that "yes, my worth is innate, AND money is a beautiful thing to claim and use to gain experiences. It does not influence my worth, but it can be a tool in this human life to have fun. Again and again, I was encouraged by her to 'claim it.'" 🧡
Later that day I didn't feel the same guilt in clearing the way for this unemployment to come in, that I am indeed not taking away from anyone by claiming it. I'm 20 years old, working as much as I can while taking community college classes, and living at home to now being unemployed. So this money could really benefit me. But all this shame blocked me from embracing any possible "handouts") After figuring out why the money wasn't coming through, just one little button I hadn't yet pressed, and finally, my claim appeared. $5,511 just sitting there, already paid and waiting to be claimed...🤭
WORKSHOPS
Shadow / Money / Inner Child
