Spontaneously Moving My Life While Manifesting
Name: Daisy Draper
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: I called in a spontaneous move to Los Angeles after a very traumatic breakup, a creative bridge job in the film industry to help me become established in LA, and a studio apartment close to Silverlake. I ended up manifesting the exact job, pay, and details of the apartment I wanted!
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: I've completed every workshop and some of them more than once. The major workshops I had to revisit were Unblocked Inner Child (for the energetics of self-worth, deservingness, and finances), Rock Bottom, and Unblocked Shadow. I would complete two DI's daily and really analyze all of my triggers. I've had to learn how to become extremely self-aware of my subconscious blocks and have the courage to face them. The prosperity, trigger, emotional release, and shadow/inner child DRE's are also very helpful when paired with revisiting specifics of other workshops.
What expanders did you find?: I found expanders through bridge jobs and friendships. I decided to only surround myself with people who were living alone and worked high paying jobs that enabled them to live comfortably in LA. Since moving from the midwest and raised in poverty, I had no idea this was even possible. I met many expanders at my first bridge job that showed me a career in film was possible, and also was allowed to work at a company for a week. Although they were a test and expander (I was rejected), it gave me the exact expansion and experience I needed to call in the job I have now!
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?: My self-worth was extremely low before jumping off a cliff and moving to Los Angeles. I knew I had to leave, I felt it in my bones, and the universe even provided me with a free trip to LA before deciding to move - along with a free Eddie Bauer suitcase (like, what the heck?), unicorn travel tags from a random lady, and a friend asking me to cat sit at his apartment in LA (free for a month) while he left the country. Previously to my new life - I spent five years with an ex and depended on him for my financial, emotional, and physical wellbeing. The relationship was scarily codependent and became very unhealthy after realizing I wanted to leave the midwest. I had to leave everything behind with only $20 to my name - and purchased a one-way ticket on my (almost) maxed-out credit card.
I have EXTREME fear when it comes to finances and spending money - so moving forward with no job or money was my act of ultimate faith. I also had to leave my band that I had cultivated for years, as well as my relationship. It was one of the scariest things I'd ever done, but then the universe gave me an extra $500 from a family member the day before I left. I flew to LA, and the tests did not stop there. They became scary and very intense; I hit the ground running immediately. I worked a bridge job and stayed with a friend and hopped around several places. For a period of time, I lived with eight people in a two-bedroom apartment and slept on a bunk bed. I was incredibly triggered by every person I lived with and passed MANY tests of confrontation, speaking up for myself, and not settling.
I also passed many tests while searching for employment in the film industry. I probably turned down at least five jobs and was rejected by a company I really wanted to work for. I also separated myself from every account my ex and I shared and took full responsibility for my life and finances. My ex kept trying to come back into the picture until finally admitting to him that I only wanted him out of my trauma and codependency issues.
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: The magic dark was even more intense than the crazy tests! I ended up saving up a small FU fund and quit my bridge job. I knew it did not serve me, and it was very low self-worth. I told the universe, "I'm not fucking around. I need my cushy job and apartment, so I can build a life for myself in LA and transition into living my divine purpose." Nobody got back to me for months about a job. After an interview with the company I now work for - they ghosted me for two more months. The people I lived with spontaneously moved to Malibu, and I was forced to hop around couch to couch.
I had the resources to get an apartment but needed the offer letter to move forward. During this period, I was overcome with the greatest fear and anxiety I'd ever felt and doubled down on the workshops and DRE's. I continued to look for apartments and jobs. I literally spent 3 hours a day in meditation and the rest looking for housing and employment. I even had new partnership tests trickle in - which forced me to work through more triggers and fears of standing in my worth.
How did your manifestation come through?: Just when I was almost out of resources and thought I'd for sure, have to leave LA - the uncle of a childhood friend randomly connected with me and gave me enough for a deposit to the new apartment. The apartment came through - half off the first month's rent and let me move in without an offer letter. After signing the lease and moving forward with complete deservingness and faith - two hours later, my job called and sent the offer letter for the exact salary I wanted (a salary I thought I'd never make in my life). I moved in early and manifested a freelance opportunity before I started my job. It's safe to say I am an Aries rising / Gemini sun and like to jump off cliffs like nobody's business!
If you'd like, please include your IG handle:: @iamdaisydraper
WORKSHOPS
Inner Child / Uplevel / Shadow / DREs
