Unexpected Donations & Sharing My Creativity With Others
Hi Heather, So much has happened including making GoFundMe For my Art Kits and raising 1300 in 24 hours! What I was calling in was a “product” and a dining room table. I am looking at my dining table now, and that was a super easy one, but the product was the one I needed your clarity to manifest. I had a lot to think about with our conversation, and I realized while saying them that there are still a lot of limiting beliefs, blocks, and shadows from growing up gay. When I envisioned my product, I saw a book or educational item, but I had to do a lot of work to find that a book fit my code for vanity because my name and picture would be on it, but it would numb a need for outside validation. Basically, “look everyone, I made it in life, and I’m smart,” and while sharing that one day could be nice, it did not match up with my authentic code right now, and so it wasn’t the right time.
However, I still needed to share something this summer, although creating art didn’t feel the same. In my journal from January, I put my macro manifestation was to do something with kids this summer in the spirit of art and creating. This is more in line with my code and purpose: to share art and creativity with people. With COVID, I had forgotten about that. I decided to follow a ping, and I put it randomly out there on Facebook. I said that I was sad and looking for a way to help children this summer, and I thought art kits would be a healthy alternative to free art classes.
Within 24 hours, someone sent my idea To the city. At first, the city wanted to join me, but that turned out to be a test in a way! They wanted me to join or get donations for them, but my authentic code is vanity. I need my face and name on the independent things I do. They explained their plan for giving out kits, but that was just expanding what was possible for me. I decided to create my own kits that were going to focus not on the quantity of the kit but the quality. That really mattered to me. Anyway, overnight, I got 1300 dollars from people all over my city, and the supplies are rolling in!
I look at these kits, and it totally energetically matches what I was calling in for a “product.” I needed our chat to realize that there was more unblocking and unpacking to do - I needed a push to face some demons, including the word “cruel.” I feel like our clarifying conversation put me closer to my authentic self and my more authentic manifestations. Manifesting really does feel magically simple and easy once you get back on track. THANK YOU SO MUCH! As far as questions, I am just gonna keep on truckin through this. Things that scare me right now: calling places and asking them if they need donations, asking people to help me pack them, etc., any guidance/advice for me getting triggered by giving others agency and power in my projects? Thanks again, Joseph
