Staying In Trust & A New Learning Opportunity
Name: Rea Jaanson
Where do you reside?: Estonia
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: There was almost no upbringing: separated parents, a lack mentality, and all sorts of other types of issues.
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: The biggest ones were A course in Nutritional therapy and health coaching paid by the Unimplemented Service and smaller incomes for the time I will remain unemployed.
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: I did all of them within three months. The biggest one was I wasn't educated enough, which came out in "I don't deserve it," "it can't be possible for me," etc.
What expanders did you find?: One of my best friends was an expander on getting the course through the Unemployment Service, but she was only a fragment as her background on education was much higher than mine. I literally didn't have anyone, nor could I find anyone else exactly in my position, so I focused my energy on growing my self-worth. I looked at the people I admired and focused on what I HAD in common with them, not on what I didn't. That included parts of personality and interests for the most part.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?: My tests were mostly my own thought patterns. Not to fall back to the "I don't really deserve it" mentality and let go of the negative thoughts that came up beside that. One time I was told that my education level was so low that pretty much what the hell was I even thinking. I brushed it off. I literally could feel that what that person said doesn't affect my path.
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: I did have a shorter one about a month or so after writing that I want to have a mental health career. Literally, nothing happened; everything was still and quiet. So I focused on reading and dealing with my own health.
How did your manifestation come through?: Out of nowhere, I was assigned to a new unemployment consultant who, unlike my last one, told me I could pick the course I like myself and then send it to her so she can send it forward to issue it. The process took about a week, and two days ago, I got the letter that the school has approved my application. A day after that, my unemployment consultant called to say that the course will be fully paid (that is 2490€) by the Unemployment Service AND I will even get a small scholarship for going.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: A month and a half.
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: I went with my feelings. My process was and still is just based on how I feel what I should do.
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: I just have it in the back of my mind. And as mentioned previously, I do the work on how I'm currently feeling.
As in building my muscles, if I want something, I'd add that to my manifestation list, even the smallest of things like a scrunchie. If I buy it, I tick the box, and that way, I build the trust muscle as well. Oddly enough, I usually find those items fairly cheap. And some things I end up getting from someone close.
If you'd like, please include your IG handle:: @reajaanson
