Manifesting My Entire List After Multiple Tests
Name: Kate T
Where do you reside?: On the traditional, ancestral, and unceded territory of the Haida people, Haida Gwaii.
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: I am Canadian. I grew up in a quiet suburb outside of Toronto before moving to the island of Bermuda from age 7-14. My parents are both recovering alcoholics, and now so am I, a semi-religious/spiritual household (Anglican not practicing), lots of angst and instability, although from the outside via appearances all looked well and normal. Upper middle class, Irish, Scottish, English heritage.
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: 1. A home and/or cottage - I have been dreaming of this since I was 16 and truly started manifesting this in November 2019 (≥ 1 acre, forested property, white porcelain bathtub, hardwood throughout, great energy, tons of natural light, a view of the garden from the kitchen, airy, lots of windows, safe, quiet at night, wood stove, bunkie, space for an art studio, IN MY PRICE RANGE $295K CAD or less in the Algonquin Highlands/Muskoka/Haliburton) - I manifested a combo of both these things, "a cottage-like house," this manifestation met 90% of my list, and what there wasn't, didn't seem to be as important in the end. This manifestation came through two years later, on November 5, 2021.
2. A bridge job - manifested a job as an Educational Assistant - met 100% of my list, took two months to manifest - November 2, 2021.
3. Dream job - manifested position as a Director of a Summer Camp program - met 100% of my list, took two years to realize I really wanted this position, took six months to manifest - November 12, 2021.
4. A luxurious trip to Hawaii for March Break - took four months to manifest - November 8, 2021.
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: Everything with the exception of: Unblocked Love, the Basics Bundle, Expander Mini-Workshop, The Elements of Magnetism, The Manifestation Challenge.
What expanders did you find?: I have a really great list that's taken me since March 2021 to create. There are friends of mine on this list who have what I want, there are also people like Oprah + Steadman, Tiffany Haddish + Common, Michelle Obama + Barack, Beth + Rip from Yellowstone, Julia Roberts + Richard Gere in Runaway Bride - strong females and strong men who don't change who they are to be with the other person, and who are smart, independently wealthy and confident.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?: Lots, for example, before finding this house, it was on and off the market THREE (3) times, the first time I didn't even care for it, the second time we put an offer in and lost out to another offer, but I was convinced to keep hanging on (gut + intuition) and because I'd read the story of someone else in the Community who'd manifested her house because the offer fell through. Anyway, that's what happened, and the house went on the market a third time, and at this point, we were ready and got it!
Tests re: Bridge Job looked like turning down offers at my old job when I was asked to return to in-person after being fully remote for more than a year - that was a full-body HELL no - I held on strong in conversation after conversation with my boss who tried to negotiate me staying, but I had to leave that job (but manifested a leaving bonus that was a retroactive raise), and in turn, this new job pays more, has zero administrative work, and really lights me up.
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: I haven't been able to explain that magic dark period yet, which financial and professional manifestations they just come through, and I have faith. I can feel that buzz of the silence of magic darks with romantic stuff more - I think? This still remains unclear.
How did your manifestation come through?: All of these manifestations came through in the month of November (that's not even over yet) and has been overwhelming. Most importantly, now, I've got to feel deserving of what I have manifested. Perhaps this is where the next level of work begins.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: Between two years and three months, depending.
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: Frequently, when busy with work or super tired, or busy adventuring, I would limit myself to once a week, but this last few months, a few times a week, podcasts often, talking with a friend I made in the Community often.
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: Keep an open mind to how you do the work and be okay with your own strategy. Be okay with taking a break. This work is tiring and emotionally draining, depending on who you are. Remain open minded!
Is there anything else you think we should know? If you made this process your own in any way, this is the perfect spot to share that.: I've always been magnetic. It's just that I didn't know this is what the power was at the time - I thought I was lucky! Now that I see the power of magnetism I have, perhaps I'm overwhelmed and in shock? I never have trouble calling in professional opportunities or money, but relationships are hell. My Human Design (HD) is that I am a non-specific Manifestor (thank you Jenna Zoe!) I revise my lists over and over again to ensure they are rooted in my authentic code, which is:
1. Self Care
2. Security
3. Education
4. Love
I guess (see, I'm still having a hard time believing) I have been extremely magnetic, and I cannot believe the power of this practice. I'm almost not registering the reality and having a really hard time feeling like I am deserving of any of what I've called in. Some manifestations have taken years and took a lot of patience (my HD is Manifestor, and that's sort of the deal), and others were so strong and fast, they truly felt "magnetic."
So now that I've achieved the tangible, I have decided to create an Emotional Manifestation list:
1. When something good happens to me, I feel deserving of that gift from my Higher Power and/or the Universe
2. Confidence in my body, like feeling good in clothes that have buttoned waistbands
3. Patience with myself for how I move throughout this life
4. More energy in the afternoons
5. Deep, soothing sleep and I fall asleep quickly
Ps. I'm a Pisces/Virgo/Pisces
Pps. In addition to taking the Unblocking Flower Remedy, I started "Soul Journey" at the end of October and have manifested all of this in the first two weeks of November - coincidence? I think not. I'm currently awaiting the arrival of Ganesh and Beauty Formula No 7
Ppps. I am 34, single since 2017, have been sober for nearly two years on February 24, 2022, and am in a Twelve Step program!
