Following Pings & Discovering Who I Want to Be
Name: Mikaela brown
Where do you reside?: australia
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: caucasian living in a Christian household
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: - perfect household
- support systems
- trust in my body
- relationship
- soul family
- create a business
- completely aligned friendships
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: Unblocked Inner Child, Unblocked Shadow, Unblocked Boundaries, Unblocked Love, Unblocked Money,
What expanders did you find?: One of my good friends has a perfect relationship with passion and excitement. They also work hard to grow together. I have a child, so I had to look for other expanders where an amazing partner came in to help parents who treated the child like his own. Lacy was also an expander for me in relationships and also business. I found expanders who helped themselves and also who looked after themselves. I struggled with feeling okay in my body to have time and space, so I looked for others who fully loved themselves. I also had to look for people who had "mess" like me and were still successful, in good relationships, good parents, etc. For me, I thought I had to be perfect to get good things in my life, but that was far from the truth.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?:
- I had a relationship test where he was everything on my list and more, but I found out he was actually emotionally unavailable. He loved to talk about me and my growth, but he would hide away as soon as it came to him being seen. He was a test and an expander in one.
- tests around whether I could trust my body or not. The more I listened to my body, the more I embodied the feeling I needed in my life to succeed.
- my abusive ex-partner showed up and tried to cross my boundaries, so I had to say no
- I had to say no to some of the places I was looking for before my perfectly aligned household came through
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: I believe I'm in my magic dark right now. I feel like my major manifestations are orbiting me right now.
How did your manifestation come through?: Through sitting back and letting creativity flow. Other times my manifestations came through was when I created strong boundaries. When I set one of my biggest boundaries with my ex, one of my biggest supports came in for me. I kept maintaining those boundaries and also listening to my pings, and within the week of finding one of my biggest supporters, I met an amazing man. I said no to him after a few weeks because I noticed that although he was everything on my list, I felt like I had more unblocking to do and that someone even greater would come through.
It was amazing for me to think that I could have someone even more amazing than him. It made me realize that I needed even stronger boundaries and that my creativity was incredibly important. When I followed my creativity, I found who I wanted to be. I became my own expander in those times when I was creative. I couldn't believe how much I loved the person I was when I was like that.
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: 3-6 months, however, some are still yet to come through.
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: daily
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: For me, I couldn't put pressure on myself. I've lived my life forcing myself to do things, so I needed to take a creative approach to the work. I found listening to the podcasts prepared my mind for the work, so it didn't feel so full-on. I am from a background of domestic violence, and I'm a single mum. I found that this work was incredibly hard on my body; however very beneficial in the long run.
I found that I would parent myself when I was in the car as I didn't have too much time to do the work all of the time. I also didn't have the emotional capacity all of the time either. So I'd either sit in the mirror or drive my car, telling my inner child she was safe and loved and that I wasn't going to leave her. I really had to look after myself during this time, and if I didn't do that, I would have felt unsafe to continue on the work. It all came down to the awareness of the body and how it's feeling.
WORKSHOPS
Shadow / Inner Child / Love / Money / Boundaries
