Expanding My Beliefs, A Promotion, & Finding A New Partner
Name: Lydia T
Where do you reside?: Indonesia
What is your cultural upbringing and background?: Mix religion but brought up highly religious Christian background
Are you currently a Pathway Member?: Yes
What was on your manifestation list?: Love, partnership, and career expansion
What workshops did you use and what blocks did you discover during the DIs & workshops?: Unblocked Love, Unblocked Shadow, and Unblocked Inner Child.
What expanders did you find?: Funny thing is while I have some powerful women who found love / got married above a certain age, I also found male expander as it expanded my belief that such man is out there who are soft spoken, attractive, sensitive in form of Stanley Tucci, Justin Baldoni, Ted Lasso. I followed them all on instagram :P
For my career, my expanders were the few 'competitors' that I have in the field - all are women, and I always have some sort of envy toward them. But they showed me what was possible.
What tests did you face? Which did you pass? Not pass?: Before I met my current partner and after I first did ala carte Unblocked Love and Unblocked Inner Child, pandemic hit, and I got back with an ex. Obviously I didn't pass that test and had to learn things the hard way. I have to admit that maybe that last big test brought so much clarity because I was forced to revisit my list and see exactly where I wasn't expanded / settling.
I realize that for a long time, love was never intentional from my side. After that, it has become pretty easy. I was introduced to a guy who is basically the same person in different packaging with the ex, and I say no energetically. Then another test was with a friend who I've known for a long time, and we got close for a few months. However, as I tried to listen to my gut, I realized that it was not a hell yes. So I closed the energy path.
Did you experience a magic dark period? If so, tell us about it.: Yes, for love, after I closed the energetic path with the last guy, there was a moment when I felt like maybe love was not happening soon. But at the same time, I also felt that 'No, this is so close I could even smell it". During this time, I also lost a best friend and another friend that I'm close with because I put a boundary - for a different reason. It shook me as we usually talk regularly, and I tend to play the advisor role. I realize that the one who needs advice the most is myself. So I dove in.
How did your manifestation come through?: For my career, I had to wait for almost a year before my promotion came through. So this is during my love partnership process is also ongoing. After my promotion was announced, I went on a solo trip for three weeks to Bali (partly working, partly holiday). When I arrived in Bali, a friend told me that her sister was planning to introduce me to her friend. I didn't think much of it because I was busy planning my three weeks holiday and decided to do an impromptu hop to another island east of Bali. Unplanned, I met my best friend's sister there (we even stayed in the same hotel), and she told me all about the guy that she wanted me to meet. Long story short, we're now in a relationship, and funnily enough, he's the mixture of all the guy expanders that I found (both physically and emotionally).
How long did it take for your manifestation to come through after crafting your initial list?: My initial list was on May 21, and I met my current partner on Nov21. However, since May 21, my list has been fine-tuned with the varying lessons and tests I've gone through.
How frequently were you using the workshops and DI's when you noticed the biggest shift surrounding your manifestation?: Up to three times a week - I also listened almost daily to the podcast up to now.
How do you incorporate this work into your life on a daily basis? Any tips, tricks or recommendations for getting the most out of it, or personalizing it?: For me, it's all in the feelings - holding on to the feelings that I want my body to feel. But also comprehension of what I'm facing and doing, so I repeatedly listen to the podcast with Dr. Tara until I understand what it means.
WORKSHOPS
Shadow / Inner Child / Love
